So thankful

 Unfortunately, I did not have negative urine cytology report. Instead I got "suspicious for high grade carcinoma" report. I am scheduled for biopsy surgery (turbt) on February 10.

But, God, always know how to encourage me. As I spend time in devotion yesterday, I was in Exodus 17: 10-13. 
 " So Joshua fought the Amalekites as Moses had ordered, and Moses, Aaron and Hur went to the top of the hill. 11 As long as Moses held up his hands, the Israelites were winning, but whenever he lowered his hands, the Amalekites were winning. 12 When Moses’ hands grew tired, they took a stone and put it under him and he sat on it. Aaron and Hur held his hands up—one on one side, one on the other—so that his hands remained steady till sunset. 13 So Joshua overcame the Amalekite army with the sword."

When I shared my health news with few girlfriends, their overwhelming supports remind me, just like Moses, when I am down and tired, their support life me up (through prayers, through checking in and loving on me)

God is my Jehovah Nissi - my battle belongs to the Lord.

God Story

On my way to work, Spirit 105.3 was playing God Story by Anne Wilson and I am choosing to make my life a God story- whether it is the ups or the downs.

"Is my life is a God story

Gotta tell the world what He's done for me

Miracles on miracles that only He could do

I'm proof that we're all only one prayer away from a testimony

There's only One getting all the glory

My whole life is a God story, God story"

This morning I went for another cystoscopy procedure to check my bladder condition as part of the cancer recurrence prevention. There is a red spot - my heart sank, my mind went wildly to multiple what ifs.
But, I chose- to believe on the God news. He is writing my story, I need to just hold my life with open hands and let Him lead me on.

Would you please pray with me so that the lab result (supposedly by Monday) will be negative?

Isaiah 40:28 "Don't you know? Haven't you heard? The Lord, the eternal God, the creator of the Earth never gets tired or weary, and no one can measure His understanding"